The Suicide Game

so since most people are doing this i think i'm gonna too

so... i'm 14, i've been suicidal/doing sh since i was 9... its hard and scary and in 7th grade i tried to off myself almost every week all year till i got sent to the hospital and sadly that only made it worse, i was in the hospital for 13 days and it was hell, then i went home and people cried when they saw me because i didnt really tell anyone about what happened so everyone was scared. there were jokes and bullies and some people didnt believe what happened and i sucked. a while later the same thing happened except i told more people. so trust me when i tell you i know a lot about suicidal thoughts.

my advice is dont die, dont try to die and dont hurt yourself. all of those things are valid but their not worth it. sh is one of the most dangerous addictions and i should know because i have to deal with it every day, please, PLEASE dont hurt yourself ever. its scary and its not worth it, and the worst part is trying to hide it for people you love, so if you've started sh, please tell someone. say something. tell your parent, or your best friend, or your partner, or that one nice teacher, or the kid you say hi to sometimes in the hallway, or someone you hate, or the school nurse, or the helpline (988), just say something to someone, anyone! it helps i promise, it sucks to say but it helps, i have been saved to many times to count and i am so glad. and by the way, the thoughts and the pain never fully goes away, but they fade and with the right support and meds you kinda dont notice it. so tell someone and get help and if you dont know who to tell, tell me.

i love you no matter what, i'm here for you. please, please dont die or hurt yourself and if all else fails, call 988! their here for a reason<3

I'll throw this comment down here because I want you to know from an outside point of view.

 You will be missed.  To the people who don't know you very well, or people who aren't your closest friends or family. There are some of those people who will keep you on their mind. 

 If you'll allow me, i'll tell you a short, true story.

 My step-sibling's boyfriend had attempted to take his own life. 

I was unaware of the situation and what I was about to see and walk upon. 

 I'm not close with my step-sibling's boyfriend, nor are we friends. We've talked once or twice because he's my sibling's partner.

 But most days, even though it's been a few months now, I think about what we found. I think about what could've happened if we didn't take the rope down, or show up sooner. I have terrifying dreams about the situation and him being in harms way. The thoughts and fears and panic won't leave, no matter how much time passes.

I want to try to keep most of the details out of this story, especially since it's a real experience. But I want you to know that people, even if they aren't close to you, will worry about you. They will think about you and miss you.  

 It's easy to say "Oh, no one will miss me." "I have no close friends/ friends around." 

 but there's always someone.

 I love you! stay safe out there!

EAT TEH BULLET (Sorry guys 😔)

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thank you for this game. 10/10

I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Please be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you the best.

this was an amazing experience. really brought back all the memories. 10/10

As someone who was suicidal once, this brought back a lot of emotions I forgot about. Thanks for the experience.

It's great game, but I'd make one small correction. (My OCD iscoming out... Lol)

Unless you prefer going through the painfully long and expensive process to purchase an automatic rifle (aka assault rifle), the semi-automatic is by far the most common rifle in the US wherever it's legal. It'd make more sense to use the term "semi-automatic" versus just "automatic."

Other than that, it's a pretty dark, but interesting story on psychological problems people face with grief.

不知道怎么开始(。ヘ°)

このゲームは美しく書かれています。

数年前、親友が自殺しました。

涙が止まりませんでした。これを経験しなければならなかった人には申し訳ありません。

dcsross さん、ありがとうございます。

ブロ-

これは大ヒットしました私は家族に下水道のスライドを一度コミットさせました-

良くありません-

来たそれ自体は素晴らしかったです-

私は今隅で泣きに行くつもりです-

(for English speakers feel free to translate just don't post the translation anywhere)

༼/ ༎ຶ ᆺ ༎ຶ༽/

wow... that was very well written ! Love it <3

this was sad... the ending makes me feel.... i dont know, it makes me nervous. the beauty of psychological horror. very well written, and extremely deep ! Love it

Hey so, I thought the game was really good and impactful until the ending. (SPOILERS AHEAD) It kind of felt like the suicide of the player character was being used as some sort of joke? A punchline? It felt like some "ooh haha I got you!! You thought they were gonna die but they didn't!!!" And that really takes away the whole point and meaning of the game for me? I don't think that was the intention, but I think if this is the ending the developer wants, it should definitely be developed more to show that the scenes still matter and that the message still stands? Maybe have the player character think about how they're mentally exhausted, how horrifying it was, etc? 

this hit hard :,)

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