So... It might be kind of unnecessary, but I'll write it.
My name is Sofia, I'm Brazilian and I'm 15 years old.
I've had suicidal thoughts since I was eleven, I've been doing sh since I was 10 and I've had 13 attempts (one of them being this year.)
This game really hit me hard, because it talks about a supposed "lover", that's how I understand it. (I'm not fluent in English)
I have a boyfriend. Perfect. He's perfect for me, and he takes away my desire to die, but even so, I'm a horrible person and sometimes I end up hurting him. I have thought about dying, even though I am with him. One of those thoughts came to me today. I was about to hurt myself when a gaming website appeared to me.
This game made me rethink a bit and made me cry a lot.
Thank you, person who made this game. We don't know each other and probably never will, but you are very needed. ♡
And thank you to anyone who is reading this little waste of time.
Remember: there are people who care and love you more than you can imagine. You are important :)
honestly, its genuinely not worth it. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. nothing lasts forever and I know because I've thought about it aswell and you have people that love and care for you, trying to help and reassure you. please contact someone and don't ever think you have to resort to taking your own life. its not worth it. please trust me
ik how u feel bro i used to always think about it and the only thing stopping me was religion, but i just picked up a hobby or two and turned my brain off whenever i overthought im not gonna tell u how u should feel but ima tell u how i feel
I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Please be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you the best.
It's great game, but I'd make one small correction. (My OCD iscoming out... Lol)
Unless you prefer going through the painfully long and expensive process to purchase an automatic rifle (aka assault rifle), the semi-automatic is by far the most common rifle in the US wherever it's legal. It'd make more sense to use the term "semi-automatic" versus just "automatic."
Other than that, it's a pretty dark, but interesting story on psychological problems people face with grief.
this was sad... the ending makes me feel.... i dont know, it makes me nervous. the beauty of psychological horror. very well written, and extremely deep ! Love it
Hey so, I thought the game was really good and impactful until the ending. (SPOILERS AHEAD) It kind of felt like the suicide of the player character was being used as some sort of joke? A punchline? It felt like some "ooh haha I got you!! You thought they were gonna die but they didn't!!!" And that really takes away the whole point and meaning of the game for me? I don't think that was the intention, but I think if this is the ending the developer wants, it should definitely be developed more to show that the scenes still matter and that the message still stands? Maybe have the player character think about how they're mentally exhausted, how horrifying it was, etc?
im sorry you experienced that, but I hope it was a bit of a release. these things never really leave you completely. they have a halflife, but are never really gone.
literal chills. not even kidding. wasn't expecting so much emotion to come out of a simple 5 min play. i love all the different words and the story behind them. you potrayed a serious topic so so well. i hope the creator reads this, but if you considering whether to play or not, you really should. its a great game. 5/5.
Thank you for reading/playing. I'm glad this flashbulb idea reached you, and I'm fortunate you could relate. It was and is a topic that effects my daily life, so it is humbling to know I am not alone.
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So... It might be kind of unnecessary, but I'll write it.
My name is Sofia, I'm Brazilian and I'm 15 years old.
I've had suicidal thoughts since I was eleven, I've been doing sh since I was 10 and I've had 13 attempts (one of them being this year.)
This game really hit me hard, because it talks about a supposed "lover", that's how I understand it. (I'm not fluent in English)
I have a boyfriend. Perfect. He's perfect for me, and he takes away my desire to die, but even so, I'm a horrible person and sometimes I end up hurting him. I have thought about dying, even though I am with him. One of those thoughts came to me today. I was about to hurt myself when a gaming website appeared to me.
This game made me rethink a bit and made me cry a lot.
Thank you, person who made this game. We don't know each other and probably never will, but you are very needed. ♡
And thank you to anyone who is reading this little waste of time.
Remember: there are people who care and love you more than you can imagine. You are important :)
I wish you the best ❤ life is beautiful
I hope you stick around Sofia. Theres so much left to uncover in the world.
I feel I would do this ngl (I literally am thinking of commiting, though my friends are trying to convince me not to.)
:( you have so much to live for, its really not worth it to take all that away from yourself.
please dont
honestly, its genuinely not worth it. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. nothing lasts forever and I know because I've thought about it aswell and you have people that love and care for you, trying to help and reassure you. please contact someone and don't ever think you have to resort to taking your own life. its not worth it. please trust me
ik how u feel bro i used to always think about it and the only thing stopping me was religion, but i just picked up a hobby or two and turned my brain off whenever i overthought im not gonna tell u how u should feel but ima tell u how i feel
EAT TEH BULLET (Sorry guys 😔)
real
thank you for this game. 10/10
I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Please be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you the best.
this was an amazing experience. really brought back all the memories. 10/10
As someone who was suicidal once, this brought back a lot of emotions I forgot about. Thanks for the experience.
It's great game, but I'd make one small correction. (My OCD iscoming out... Lol)
Unless you prefer going through the painfully long and expensive process to purchase an automatic rifle (aka assault rifle), the semi-automatic is by far the most common rifle in the US wherever it's legal. It'd make more sense to use the term "semi-automatic" versus just "automatic."
Other than that, it's a pretty dark, but interesting story on psychological problems people face with grief.
不知道怎么开始(。ヘ°)
このゲームは美しく書かれています。
数年前、親友が自殺しました。
涙が止まりませんでした。これを経験しなければならなかった人には申し訳ありません。
dcsross さん、ありがとうございます。
ブロ-
これは大ヒットしました私は家族に下水道のスライドを一度コミットさせました-
良くありません-
来たそれ自体は素晴らしかったです-
私は今隅で泣きに行くつもりです-
(for English speakers feel free to translate just don't post the translation anywhere)
༼/ ༎ຶ ᆺ ༎ຶ༽/
wow... that was very well written ! Love it <3
this was sad... the ending makes me feel.... i dont know, it makes me nervous. the beauty of psychological horror. very well written, and extremely deep ! Love it
Hey so, I thought the game was really good and impactful until the ending. (SPOILERS AHEAD) It kind of felt like the suicide of the player character was being used as some sort of joke? A punchline? It felt like some "ooh haha I got you!! You thought they were gonna die but they didn't!!!" And that really takes away the whole point and meaning of the game for me? I don't think that was the intention, but I think if this is the ending the developer wants, it should definitely be developed more to show that the scenes still matter and that the message still stands? Maybe have the player character think about how they're mentally exhausted, how horrifying it was, etc?
this hit hard :,)
...i dont understand anything? but after readin comment i guess this is a sad game :/
i guess i dont have emotions
nah me too because the textes are not you knew
i was gonna write a comment but I got a rock in my eye, this was sad and I cried, well made dude!
Thank you for playing. I'm happy this is still reaching people years after I made it. :)
This was..sad
im sorry
it’s alright :) I was talking about the game!
I killed my self. o.o Sad game sad game.
feel better soon
im not very articulate so ill just say thank you
:)
love it so much i feel the player (survivor of suicide myself) love it keeping making games! <3
I’m happy it connected
Really good game, It felt dark and deep, I hope this wasn't inspired from a story of yours, 10/10 thanks for the thinking!
thank you.
re: inspiration. they always are, but that's a good thing.
:)
My lover happens to me suicidal and i used to be to but i read that first line and, to close to home man, got the tears for me
im sorry you experienced that, but I hope it was a bit of a release. these things never really leave you completely. they have a halflife, but are never really gone.
As someone who suffers from depression and suicidal ideations, this hit home pretty hard. I cried. Beautifully written.
I hope you will see this comment. This song and band are very special to me and I hope they help you on bad brain days.
I love the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Karen has such a haunting voice. Love the recommendation, thank you.
All I can say is ouch. I cried, this is so simplistic yet brings out so much. Thank you.
Thank you for reading it and your kind words.
literal chills. not even kidding. wasn't expecting so much emotion to come out of a simple 5 min play. i love all the different words and the story behind them. you potrayed a serious topic so so well. i hope the creator reads this, but if you considering whether to play or not, you really should. its a great game. 5/5.
Thank you for reading/playing. I'm glad this flashbulb idea reached you, and I'm fortunate you could relate. It was and is a topic that effects my daily life, so it is humbling to know I am not alone.
Uuuh i love it.. i really feel it
Thank you for reading. I am happy you enjoyed it.
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Its so daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaark! geeze ı seriously thought the character died
spoilers ;)
Wasn't expecting such depth within a browser game.
Happy to provide a surprise.
Yes! Your other works are amazing as well.
It doesn't take much to make me blush because im so pale but i am blushing thank you.
This is a deep game
Thank you for reading/playing.